forgive me, i just wanted to sound "in" and feast myself on the idea that, yes, even if i dont have tv, and i dont know who Aryana and Mikay are, at least, i still know what Vice Ganda's latest antic is.. hahaha.. what does that have to do w/ my blog? NOTHING ! :)))
move along, people.. move along !
so, 7 days sojourn to singlehood, huh? yes, i visited singlehood for 7days, less the breakup of course..
still unclear? well, i was alone for 7 looooong days.. boyf went home to CDO, sister's still in Manila and my parents, my ever-trusted and my go-to (whenever i've got nothing to do) left me alone and failed me, visited GenSan for a reunion that i, of course, didn't attend coz of work.. sucker, i know..
what i did for that 7days ? non. nan. none. i sincerely thought that this 7days will be me and me only.. i never fail to take advantage of my weekly me-time, i go out on my own and do stuff alone.. the thing is, i'm w/boyf almost 24/7 weekdays and i'm always surrounded w/ family and other people on weekends.. kinda got sick w/ their faces! hahahaha
and so the 7 days came and i did nothing. why? IT.WAS.ONE.HELL.OF.A.SUPER.DUPER.MEGA.OVER.BORING.WEEK !!!!! :'( yep, sad emoticon and exclamation points are needed and they still aren't doing justice in explaining what i felt for the whole 7 days!
what made matters worse was that, since i work as a "call-girl" (LoL), my time off is waaaaaaay different w/ my friends time off! BUMMER!
and so, i had to do things on my own. i even had to eat ALONE! i've done that before, yes, but that was too long ago i forgot the feeling. and? the feeling is 70/30.. 70% dint like it coz people kept staring at me.. i probably looked weird, sitting on a big table, and munching food on my own.. t'was 30 % nice -- nice experience, yes, i just don't wanna do that often, though.. haha
ate this alone at Da Vinci's Paseo Arcenas --
dint eat out after coz this experience was just a pain,
so i switched to deliveries and to-go's! hahaha
so i switched to deliveries and to-go's! hahaha
i've got nothing to do.. and the stuff that i wanted to do was never done..
- Х blog : Baguio getaway
- Х get a mani-pedi
- Х clean & organize my room
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purchase stuff for the Boracay family trip -- the only thing i was sooo willing to do! :)) - book accomodation for bora --- my sister had to do the arrangements ..
- Х make itinerary for the bora trip
- Х email e-census for the birth cert we ordered but we still didn't get
here's what i was able to purchase for
the bora trip w/ my family - COLORS!!
its their first time there so i'm the one soo excited for them !
will post a blog about it soonest! ♥
what i realized from this is not that i'm too attached to people, but that we realize the importance of things/people once they're gone.. ( they're not really gone, but hey, i got a taste of it, and the taste still lurks in my mouth! )
i always thought i can live alone forever and be happy w/ it.. but hell no! i got to taste of how it feels like to be w/ people who are not only fun to be w/, but they also make u feel that they're enjoying your company too.. i dread the day when i don't feel cared for by these people anymore.. i'd happily spend my everyday w/ them even if i get sick w/ their faces, rather than not seeing their faces at all..
yes, we burn each other, and we get on each other's nerves. but hey, they can burn me and get on my nerves whenever they want to.. :)
and oh, they brought these pasalubongs for me anyways, so all's good!
mama and papa brought
durian candy and mango tart from GenSan
boyf brought my forever fave yema tower!!
and the infamous Pastel from CDO (from Camiguin, actually) of course! :))
"you can turn off the sun, but i'm still gonna shine !" -- The Remedy
=== yhielle ===
